You know what I had just realized? I am just as nosey as the person reading this. And what I had really realized was that I am really nosey! I didn't know how nosey I was, until I was driving home, listening to the radio and was drawn to the topic of the day - "Jesse McCartney is dating Audrey (or Aubrey) from Danity Kane".. I was like "really?!".


My eyes was huge and I waited commercial after commercial to listen if it was true! After several minutes, it hit me.

"Damn! Why do you need to know about who's dating who/what? What does that have anything to do with you?"

Right. Why am I concerned about what's going on in "hollywood", the world, etc? Is that any of my business? Do I really have to know this?

Then the thought developed to something deeper as to - "How did you get so nosey?" *Ding ding!* It's high school! I'm telling you!


Remember those days when you walked the halls and you wonder, "why is that girl dating this cute guy? What do he see (that I don't) in her?". Maybe you're a saint and you don't have such "thoughts"... but I do. And I am certain that is where I've developed a "want to know who's shitting" habit. I mean who cares if A-rod is doing Madonna, or Brad Pitt slept over last night at my house and we had a wonderful time.

I mean, that's all developed in high school where we need to know who did what, and why they do it so we can feel better about ourselves. The whole, "oh, celebrities are human too" bullshit, it's just a nice way to say "oh, I really give a shit of what they do...and they err too, like me cause I'm sad human being :(". And we humans, LOVE putting people down... (I'm guilty). So we love those Ok!/Peoples magazines to show the "real side" of these celebrities so it indirectly makes us feel better about ourselves so we can be like, "Oh It's okay that I have aneroxia, Nicole Richie is aneroxic too!".

To be frank, I am digusted about myself wanting to know and checking up "thesuperficial.com" once in awhile, but I'm only human.. right?